Moonlit-Torch

Full time job to make money full time collage to make education Full time personal crap No time sleep No time fun no time eat ... ya.. Im sure everyone has noticed, I haven't been around lately, and I wont be. Too much to do with too little time make for a time when hobies are put aside. That included deviant art for th emost part, Including my club.. I feel awful, it was picking up so well. But Amateur manips is not going ot feed me in a year... this will.

Well the wedding is today, im all "dolled up" i didnt think i would like it so much but its kinda lovely the job they've done. i just dont really want to stand out really if you know what i mean. I have to read a poem about love infornt of nearly 150 people today :/ shouldnt be to bad, i hate public speaking but it isnt a complicated read and i just need to remeber to pace nicely. I havent put my dress on yet, but i hope my hair and make up match it right >: i did not put anythign shiny or anything in my hair its jsut curled (omg i know my hair? curly?) and some of it is brought up. I'm going to ask my mum to take a picture so i may show you

SOOOO a few days after my last jounral or somehtign dani and i kinda hung out after i went shoping for some clothes to get a new bathing suit nad drown my sorrows in pretty new clothes. it was kinda wkward he let me hug him and we went to sonic and they gave us free chickens cuz they messed up my order. then after that day we hung out some more.. then we pretty much started doing what we were doing before we "broke up" now we are to the point where we act the same like noting happened except he wont give me an answer on weather or not he wants to be in an officiall relationship (he gets to call himself single now) and I cry when ever i do som