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So sick
Every morning I wake up sick from you,
I'm going to throw up.
I take a deep breath, I close my eyes;
"Hes really gone, that's his choice.
He wont come back, just relax, just relax,
It's time for life and it's time to live"
Through out the day your in my head.
It's hard to focus, I don't know why,
I can't understand, can you please explain,
Why it hurts only me, why the worlds the same.
I try to let go of only you, but the rest of me slips.
I try to shake it off, but the rest of me falls.
Evening again, I try to sleep it off,
But this is where you haunt me most.
How many pills will it take, for you to go away?
How many hours will tonight drag by?
All I see is your eyes, your lips, your hair.
I can smell you... Here we go again, morning.
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A Fortune Cookie Told Me...
The other day at school was "asian" food day in the cafeteria, and even though I hate the school food I decided I was hungery enough to eat that day. I sat at my table, along with my friends, and I stared at my fortune cookie, picked it up, and said "You better mean there is some respectable man out there just waiting to ask me out! I'm tired of your games mr. fortune cookie! I want a real fortune this time!".
So I ate all my orange chicken with rice and finaly came back to the cookie. I stared at it, then I opened the package sending the cookie clattering across the table. It was trying to run from me! Though I could see it didn't want to be broken, I knew it was my day! I knew this cookie had something special in it!
When I finaly snapped the cookie to reveal it's fortune it left me a message, something I wanted but was honestly very surprised to see.
That cookie said to me "You will experience small success, especially in romance."
I stared at it.... Something I can assume it was
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Cryout + fall inlove w/ sad hope
United States
Current Residence: Hiding
Favourite genre of music: see above ^
Operating System: windos 98 ^.^ *hugs her error filled compy
Shell of choice: >.> turtle shell?
Wallpaper of choice: hey, listen! from
Skin of choice: human o.o;
Favourite cartoon character: too many to count ^.^;
Personal Quote: "Cry out and fall in love with sad hope."
Full time job to make money
full time collage to make education
Full time personal crap
No time sleep
No time fun
no time eat


ya.. Im sure everyone has noticed, I haven't been around lately, and I wont be.
Too much to do with too little time make for a time when hobies are put aside. That included deviant art for th emost part, Including my club.. I feel awful, it was picking up so well. But Amateur manips is not going ot feed me in a year... this will.
  • Listening to: some ass crinckling a food package
  • Reading: nothing, im typing this
  • Watching: ass crinkle food package
  • Playing: nothing, playing if for ppl with time
  • Eating: Nothing, eating if for ppl with time
  • Drinking: nothing, drinking if for people with time


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lemontea Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2016
Knajfer Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Hello! I have opened a fanpage on Facebook and since you are one of my watchers I thought you could find it interesting! :D


MarkP0rter Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2010  Professional Filmographer
i saw ages ago you added a markporter to your watchlist
i am wondering if you meant to add him or if you were actually looking for me. im the flash animator guy who made naughty animals and other stuff. its some flash animation i did AGES ago with well animals saying naughty stuff. just wanted you to know in case you ever wondered why my DA page was so empty (because it wasnt mine)
haha anyways if that wasnt the case im sorry to have spammed you
in other news youve got quite a cool gallery there so keep it up :)
Brujah1685r Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2010
Happy Birthday X)
yolen Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday! You get a llama. :3
oliverserkis Featured By Owner May 23, 2010   Photographer
Thank-you for the fave! :]
Artsee1 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2010  Professional Artisan Crafter
Hey stranger! So I am switching accounts... I accidentally deleted my main account :( therefore, I decided to start fresh. Now all I have to do is hunt down all my old friends :)

Hope you are doing well-
Aartsee1 Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2010
Just wanted to let you know, I have been working on shutting down this account and merging it with UniquelyYours. [link] Hope to see you around :) And keep making great work!
Flyg-stock Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
thanks for the fave ^^ hope it will be of use :)
Flyg-stock Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
thanks for the fave ^^ hope it will be of use :)
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